Tomorrow starts the day. TO what you ask? New beginnings, new trainings, and taking my workout/training level up a notch (or a few). Not only will I be working with my trainer at Gold's whom you all know I refer to as Satan, but I will be getting coached from TRX guru Tony C. and coaching from the one and only Joe D. Yes, they are both in different states, but "online coaching: goes a long way. I can't wait to get started.
On top of that I am going to be working with a KB coach here in northern va. So buh bye to social life! =)
There is a reason why I am doing all these different types of training. Number one....I love Gold's and my trainer (who has helped me shed close to 80 lbs), but I need new things. I need that extra umph to prepare me for what's coming up ahead. Can you believe there are STILL people being negative about me and about the goals I am trying to accomplish? I've always wanted to try and be in a fitness/figure competition. You have no idea the looks of disgust and doubt I've gotten from people. You know me......I am here to prove them wrong! If I don't compete, you better believe I will look like a competitor! I already am!
Not too many people know my life or the struggles I've been through. And I don't want anyone to know. Not even my own parents. I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me nor do I want anyone's pity. I know who I am and I know this is why I have to prove to MYSELF that I can do this. I have the BEST support system in the world! My awesome friends and family! There are only a very few who have been by my side since day 1. =) For the VERY few that know, I have been sick the past few years. I won't go into anymore detail, but it took me getting sick to realize how strong I can be and if I put my heart and mind to it, and with the grace of God.....ANYTHING is possible. Even beating out this "illness". =)
I am going to repost a quote a friend of mine posted:
"Before you assume, learn the facts.
Before you judge, understand why.
Before you hurt someone, feel.
Before you leave, commit to staying."
This is so true. Over the past few months, there has been a lot of negativity. Well, no more! I am getting rid of all the negativity!
WIth new business endeavors coming my way and with this new training schedule, my ENTIRE story will be heard. No I do not want to be in the spotlight or am an attention seeker. I know there are LOTS of people out there like me. When you feel there is no hope, like no one cares, etc...etc. Well, wake up call was WHO CARES????? I am NOT doing this for THEM, but I am doing this for ME!!!!! To prove to MYSELF that I can do it! There are things on my to do list to check off before I die. You better believe i am going to live as long as possible and accomplish these goals.
I will end with this: "FAR FROM WHAT I ONCE WAS BUT NOT YET WHAT I'M GOING TO BE!" Just a little longer and yes, i will get there. If you are reading this blog right now, you have probably come along with me on my journey so far. I thank you for the support and encouragement. I am not through yet! Come along with this journey with me as I accomplish more goals....bum knee and all (which by the way is healing real nice) =)
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