Life's journey....part 1...er....half?

First and foremost, before I start this blog I want to give special thanks and shout outs to my friends who have stuck by me!  Those are TRUE friends!  Even family members doubted me and said negative things.  It's true that in the asian culture (especially koreans), they like to put you down, tell you that you are worthless, and even if you succeed, they tell you it could have been done better.  I don't know how much of you guys watch the Biggest Loser, but I actually watched last night and I was soooooo able to relate to that asian girl.  (Who by the way, was kicking ass!!!!)--For those who know me, know my famous saying...."it's cuz I'm/we're asian!!!"  haaaaaa!  =) 

Anyway, (sorry to get off topic).......

People ask me ALL THE TIME today about my transformation and how it started, and if i was always overweight, and what was the motivation, and how I did it....etc.  Well, this will probably be a very hard blog for me to write and it's so long (well we are talking about my entire life here), so I am going to section it in parts.......from HOW it started to what I did to get to where I'm at now...and STILL working at it.   From childhood, to weight gain, to being bullied, to an eating disorder, to finally being downright f*cken awesome!  (lol).  This will probably be the biggest therapy for me........BUT before you make assumptions, get to know ME and my story first.  I am damn proud of who I have become today!  But honestly, I wouldn't be who I am today if I didn't go through all the crap I did.........

There are only a RARE few who know the WHOLE story.  This goes back to my previous blogs about not judging a book by it's cover or making assumptions when you don't know.  I have a story too.  And I want to share with you guys because I am also living proof that ANYTHING is possible if you put your mind, heart, and soul into it.  It's not gonna just happen by you sitting there "wishing".  You gotta DO IT!  AND all things are possible through God!  In my experience, YES!  Part 1 of the story will be blogged later.  It's late right now and I need to get to bed.  =)  Sooooo many GREAT things have happened in the past few weeks and again...is PROOF that good things come to those who wait and to those who work their f*cken asses off, lol.  Stay tuned!  From my lowest in life to how many great opportunities have come........=)